Saturday, November 6, 2010

医生曾说当心口痛时
平衡呼吸 放慢所有事情 想些开心的事就会没事
都是骗人的
因为自己曾犯过的错 让我一次又一次的留下了痕迹
每一天都忘不了那个痛
无法原谅自己所犯的错
很累,自己已经无力的在支持下去
不想把自己的问题形成她的问题
我肉体的痛 心里的痛 她会理吗

关心她时 她可能不知道
她生病时 我焦急
她辛苦时 我担心

怕她哭 没人帮她擦眼泪
怕她辛苦 没人和她分担
怕她有心事 没人和他分享
怕她有一天跌倒了 没人扶起她

她身边有更多更好的选择
何时又邮轮到我呢
她曾经受过的伤何时好

我只不过是整件事里的小角色
我的痛 何足挂齿

Saturday, October 30, 2010

11 weeks

I've made a mistake, a big mistake.
A mistake which i shouldn't have done, but I've done
If the mistake is success, it won't help me feel better

Its been 11 weeks, still can't put it down.
What I feel from her, its different then anyone I've met.
She's the first one
I think the only one
Love her smile
More then words can describe about her
Can't fine someone who can replace her.